sorry.

lately i've been reverting to my old bitchy ways
and i hate it
and i hate that i can't stop myself before i speak, sometimes
and that things just come out
and that i often snap at people who have done nothing to deserve the results of the my short temper

i don't want to be the person i was in middle school
because although i wasn't afraid of anyone and was secure in my personality and spoke my mind, i hurt a lot of people in doing so.

it's so easy to fall into the hole of bitchiness though
start off with my naturally competitive demeanor, and then factor in sleep deprivation and ap euro-induced stress...and there you have it


this is just a plea to the rest of the world to forgive me when i let exasperation and fatigue and rudeness overtake me.