my mother and i maintain a cordial relationship.
i no longer speak to my sister.
there is someone in the world who understands me completely and shares my sentiments.
i eat breakfast and lunch.
i am nowhere near as skinny or muscular as i once was; i have lost the athletic build (in my legs especially) that i had achieved through years of ballet and basketball.
i have alienated most of the people in my life because i simply don't have the energy to deal with b.s. anymore.
i rarely attend church. (it kind of hurts that no one even cares.)
i am now a bando, not an athlete.
i have accepted that people come and go, and life doesn't stop for anyone.
About Me
- jessica
- i dream of leaving this town and these people behind. waiting on the world to change...and for my hair to grow out. and for my 16th birthday to arrive, so i can obtain the freedom a license brings.
3 comments:
I'm sure you're a crazy talented bando!
I'm sorry sports isn't a big part of your life anymore, but I believe in you to be good in all the things you do :]
Church people just forget to check up on each other sometimes, but i'm sure you're on a lot of people's minds. And anytime you need, we're here at church!
i'm really sorry for not commenting in forever. life has been trashing me and leading me nowhere, lately.
i'm so jealous... i wish i had someone in the world who understood me completely and shared my sentiments. i have yet to find that person.
i read through every single one of your entries, and i ache for you, sweetie. i think it's not enough just to pray for you anymore. i want to pray with you, sometime.
are you free on friday evenings? there's some people i really want you to meet.
i love you,
stephanie.
What Alex said!
I don't think its that we don't care, its that we're human and we forget. But I'm really sorry on behalf of all of us at church for not checking up on you. We really want you to come back. :)
I know I've never commented before, but I read and really like all your posts. Keep posting~
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