i'm sick and tired of
school
people
putting more effort into friendships than they're worth.. i'm so tired of giving much more than i ever receive.
not putting enough effort into things because i don't have the energy to do so
my music...someone burn me a cd
missing church because i'm too busy or too tired
feeling so distant from god
family issues, although they're getting better
being insecure and caring about what i eat
averaging about 4 hours of sleep per night
feeling like there's only maybe 2 people in the world that i fully trust and love
knee pains
not being the best at anything
not being able to run/jump/bike/play sports
having my time wasted at school because there are stupid people in honors classes
teachers who don't know what they're talking about
etc etc etc
oh well
that's life
About Me
- jessica
- i dream of leaving this town and these people behind. waiting on the world to change...and for my hair to grow out. and for my 16th birthday to arrive, so i can obtain the freedom a license brings.
1 comment:
hi jessica,
i'm sorry there are so many things you're sick and tired of. but I like what you said about how it's all just life! haha. maybe you were being sarcastic though.
honestly though, i know that god's really going to see your good heart. maybe you're tired or busy to come to church but i'm sure god knows that you WANT to want to.
i don't know how you're feeling and i couldn't even begin to understand how you're feeling as i'll never be in the same shoes as you are. but i just pray that god looks after you. and of course, i pray that he'll grant you many many blessings in life :]
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