was my birthday !
i'm 14. that is a pretty BIG NUMBER
Dec 31, 2008
Dec 25, 2008
christ-mas
today should be one of joy.
but mostly i feel depressed. and guilty. and ashamed that i let my worldly problems keep me from rejoicing in the birth of christ. what is wrong with me?
this sounds horribly materialistic, but i miss shopping. i havent been since october. maybe it doesnt seem like too long, but i'm young. a week is equivalent to forever. (fyi the reason i cant go shopping is because my physical therapist feels it might put strain on my knee. speaking of my knee, it's also preventing me from going to winter formal this year.)
then again, most of the things that i wanted for christmas this year can't be bought. i know that sounds perhaps almost a bit profound (maybe profound's not the right word. but i'm too lazy to think of another one), but it entails shallow things too. for example, i want arms and legs free of eczema and hair. this probably wont ever happen though.
i want to stop fighting with my parents and sister all the time. i want a friend who understands me for who i am, and not only accepts me but loves me for it. it'd be even better if this friend was male. and asian. (what can i say, i go for asians. yeah yeah i'm racist, whatever. stfu)
idk i feel like a stranger to the world. not just in the christian way, either. but i feel as though my mind is running on a different frequency than everyone around me. sortof like bella, from twilight. although i doubt anyone even close to edward cullen or jacob black will ever fall for me.
sjdlfkjskdfjskdjf okay sorry for all the angst. must be the hormones. turning 14 in 5 days! cool.
happy holidays <3
but mostly i feel depressed. and guilty. and ashamed that i let my worldly problems keep me from rejoicing in the birth of christ. what is wrong with me?
this sounds horribly materialistic, but i miss shopping. i havent been since october. maybe it doesnt seem like too long, but i'm young. a week is equivalent to forever. (fyi the reason i cant go shopping is because my physical therapist feels it might put strain on my knee. speaking of my knee, it's also preventing me from going to winter formal this year.)
then again, most of the things that i wanted for christmas this year can't be bought. i know that sounds perhaps almost a bit profound (maybe profound's not the right word. but i'm too lazy to think of another one), but it entails shallow things too. for example, i want arms and legs free of eczema and hair. this probably wont ever happen though.
i want to stop fighting with my parents and sister all the time. i want a friend who understands me for who i am, and not only accepts me but loves me for it. it'd be even better if this friend was male. and asian. (what can i say, i go for asians. yeah yeah i'm racist, whatever. stfu)
idk i feel like a stranger to the world. not just in the christian way, either. but i feel as though my mind is running on a different frequency than everyone around me. sortof like bella, from twilight. although i doubt anyone even close to edward cullen or jacob black will ever fall for me.
sjdlfkjskdfjskdjf okay sorry for all the angst. must be the hormones. turning 14 in 5 days! cool.
happy holidays <3
Dec 13, 2008
new camera
purple kodak <3
i can't figure out the software for transferring pictures to my computer yet, though. so all the pictures i've taken are gonna take a while /:
woodbridge basketball > irvine basketball
:) f/s, jv, varsity...owned. chyeah
"let's play a game of who's life sucks the most. i'll win." - greys anatomy.
i can't figure out the software for transferring pictures to my computer yet, though. so all the pictures i've taken are gonna take a while /:
woodbridge basketball > irvine basketball
:) f/s, jv, varsity...owned. chyeah
"let's play a game of who's life sucks the most. i'll win." - greys anatomy.
Nov 12, 2008
omfg.
effing torn acl.
surgery on dec 3 /: and then i'll be out of sports for 9-12 months.
when i first found outtt i was like. it feels like my life just ended.
but obvs there's more to life. it's just that basketball was such a huge part of it :[
i feel like total crap.
surgery on dec 3 /: and then i'll be out of sports for 9-12 months.
when i first found outtt i was like. it feels like my life just ended.
but obvs there's more to life. it's just that basketball was such a huge part of it :[
i feel like total crap.
Nov 5, 2008
homecoming!
i can't post any other pictures because i looked too ugly hah. pshhh so much for semi-formal ! sdfjsdf
Oct 22, 2008
my life
would totally be happy-happy-joy-joy
...if not for coach hattrup.
he is the BANE OF MY EXISTENCE.
...if not for coach hattrup.
he is the BANE OF MY EXISTENCE.
Oct 8, 2008
I GOT HIT BY A CAR!
so i was on my bike, crossing the street...and this turning car hit my back tire. and then it drove away!
hit and runnnn. so legit.
yeah . ask me for the gory details! figuratively, of course. because i wasn't hurt physically in any way.
+ first basketball game of the fall league todaaay. woodbridge vs uni . we won. obvs. i did so much better than i thought i would(: and afterwards weight room. conclusion: today was SUPER.
edit: (and i know this will sound super boastful but this is my blog and i can write whatever the hell i want right? but stop reading here if you don't wanna deal with my pride) perfect score on my honors geometry and honors english poetry unit tests <3 and 2nd highest grade in the class in honors bio (: dunno how that happened though. i hate science.
asian eyes .
hit and runnnn. so legit.
yeah . ask me for the gory details! figuratively, of course. because i wasn't hurt physically in any way.
+ first basketball game of the fall league todaaay. woodbridge vs uni . we won. obvs. i did so much better than i thought i would(: and afterwards weight room. conclusion: today was SUPER.
edit: (and i know this will sound super boastful but this is my blog and i can write whatever the hell i want right? but stop reading here if you don't wanna deal with my pride) perfect score on my honors geometry and honors english poetry unit tests <3 and 2nd highest grade in the class in honors bio (: dunno how that happened though. i hate science.
asian eyes .
Oct 6, 2008
honors biology
period 3
goooodtimes(:
the angle of my shoulders makes me look like a square!
camera borrowed: judy's
i'm gonna get a new one soooon. i hope.
goooodtimes(:
the angle of my shoulders makes me look like a square!
camera borrowed: judy's
i'm gonna get a new one soooon. i hope.
Sep 28, 2008
jersey jammm [:
i had to borrow steph's camera ahahha
and it ran out of battery <3 so typical
I'M TALLER.
i'm just slouching.
♥
damn. my legs are rippppeddd.
and it ran out of battery <3 so typical
I'M TALLER.
i'm just slouching.
♥
damn. my legs are rippppeddd.
Sep 18, 2008
HIGH SCHOOL !
like 23423942304 people (minus a few digits) have asked me if i'm a sophomore/junior/senior .
the perks of height (:
my camera still doesn't work.
so.
the end.
the perks of height (:
my camera still doesn't work.
so.
the end.
Sep 1, 2008
something is wrong
with my camera.
so no pictures for a while, i guess.
i think it would be nice to receive something along the lines of:
it would cheer me up marginally.
i went to barnes & noble today .
saw vivian and david and other random people.
and i saw daniel from the oc bus the other day at target.
it's such a small world.
so no pictures for a while, i guess.
i think it would be nice to receive something along the lines of:
it would cheer me up marginally.
i went to barnes & noble today .
saw vivian and david and other random people.
and i saw daniel from the oc bus the other day at target.
it's such a small world.
Aug 21, 2008
huntington beachhh<3 : tuesday
1 - 8 pm
umm . trying to remember everyone that went.
megan, evan, cherylin, katelynn (sp?), marlee, kendall, alyssa, michael, duston, brendan, clayton, masa.
my camera's like really messed up so all i really got were pictures of the scenery (: hahaha.
pollution is NOT the solution.
the end.
ohhh and vegas pictures coming soooon ?
edit:
credit to evannn
i am in the blue towel .
umm . trying to remember everyone that went.
megan, evan, cherylin, katelynn (sp?), marlee, kendall, alyssa, michael, duston, brendan, clayton, masa.
my camera's like really messed up so all i really got were pictures of the scenery (: hahaha.
pollution is NOT the solution.
the end.
ohhh and vegas pictures coming soooon ?
edit:
credit to evannn
i am in the blue towel .
Aug 10, 2008
Aug 6, 2008
random summer pictures
(not in chronological order)
theme. & the table was boring
theee verry same beautiful table.
greeeen
lemonade stand
urban outfitterrrs
twilight = <3
yeah i'm officially obsessed :/
theme. & the table was boring
theee verry same beautiful table.
greeeen
lemonade stand
urban outfitterrrs
twilight = <3
yeah i'm officially obsessed :/
Jul 30, 2008
Jul 25, 2008
Jul 20, 2008
Jul 18, 2008
non-picture blog
so i wrote this pretty long entry just now about something.
but somehow it just didn't make sense to me, so i took it off.
it ended with:
but i dunno.
my thoughts are so scrambled; i can't put it into words.
i just think that...
agh screw it.
i have no idea what i'm thinking.
but somehow it just didn't make sense to me, so i took it off.
it ended with:
but i dunno.
my thoughts are so scrambled; i can't put it into words.
i just think that...
agh screw it.
i have no idea what i'm thinking.
Jul 12, 2008
i'm so in love with
fireworks.
A VERY BELATED 4TH OF JULY UPDATE:
grace!
hahahhaha
the lighting looks surreal, doesn't it? <3
A VERY BELATED 4TH OF JULY UPDATE:
grace!
hahahhaha
the lighting looks surreal, doesn't it? <3
Jul 8, 2008
gah
i have so much to update on.
but so little time.
summer is freaking intense!
so yeeeah a new post will -hopefully- come soon.
but so little time.
summer is freaking intense!
so yeeeah a new post will -hopefully- come soon.
Jun 23, 2008
the past 10 days of my life
have been humongous MILESTONES
8th grade knott's fieldtrip, PROMOTION, wb jv basketball camp, my first ever trip on the public bus, summer school @ UNI!, WOODBRIDGE JV.
i am free<3
8th grade knott's fieldtrip, PROMOTION, wb jv basketball camp, my first ever trip on the public bus, summer school @ UNI!, WOODBRIDGE JV.
i am free<3
Jun 17, 2008
knott's berry farm
"...where you will find no knotts, no berries, and no farm."
WENT ON: accelerator, silver bullet (2x) :D, log ride, bigfoot rapids, calico railroad, and thassall.
ACCELERATOR
what a flattering picture indeed
lines=crazy
rides=crazy
tan=crazy (i am now quite dark)
WENT ON: accelerator, silver bullet (2x) :D, log ride, bigfoot rapids, calico railroad, and thassall.
ACCELERATOR
what a flattering picture indeed
lines=crazy
rides=crazy
tan=crazy (i am now quite dark)
Jun 15, 2008
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